Life is Hard

God I am so lonely What the hell am I doing at home while I can go out. Its not that I dont want to go out its just even outdoors is boring I think I am not suitable anymore in this world . and maybe go to heaven if god allows me. DEAR READERS , please pray fore me so that I will go to heaven . For Your Information I am not going to kill myself so relaxxx.. and enjoy your life dont be like me ..!